10.15.2009
Driving Down The Memory Lane
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0 talker.
8:31 PM
this blog is re-opened again just for the purpose of reminiscing. and so far, it has been a journey for me with blog. and i want you all to enjoy it as much as i do :) there's some movie review and whole bunch of other things. some super retarded post about super retarded things. but anws, enjoy!
hearts,
-s.
P.S. pwease pwease pweaseee read the speak speak speak section in the sidebar. it will explains more of where to go and what to do :)
hearts,
-s.
P.S. pwease pwease pweaseee read the speak speak speak section in the sidebar. it will explains more of where to go and what to do :)
Labels: intermezzo, moi
7.14.2009
Getaway
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0 talker.
11:26 PM
hmm.. gue pengen jalan-jalan. ya ya ya. sekedar berjalan keluar bersama teman-teman gue. have fun. refreshing. whatever-whatever. rasanya gue mau membusuk di rumah ini. hhh ):
yaelah shaaa.. lima hari lagi juga lo cabut ke amrik!
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i know. i know. i still simply got no intention at all to continue packing. i ended up throwing all of my neatly folded clothes into my suitcase with no mercy. see, how desperate i am?
man, i need a getaway.
where to?
Amsterdam maybe?
yaelah shaaa.. lima hari lagi juga lo cabut ke amrik!
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i know. i know. i still simply got no intention at all to continue packing. i ended up throwing all of my neatly folded clothes into my suitcase with no mercy. see, how desperate i am?
man, i need a getaway.
where to?
Amsterdam maybe?
maaan, i always heart old architectured city. like Amsterdam. or a really nice viewed and calming site. such as..
i get so envy of those girls in the Pants movie
as an part of my desperado expression, i watched the movie TWO TIMES today. and drooling constantly each time there's a scenery of the impeccable Santorini. huff.. i SERIOUSLY need to go on a vacay.
but what the hey, will be off to United States in 5 days. supposed to welcome new things rite? yeah.. i should be excited. i should be excited. i should be excited.
...not
why so? hmm...
but what the hey, will be off to United States in 5 days. supposed to welcome new things rite? yeah.. i should be excited. i should be excited. i should be excited.
...not
why so? hmm...
Labels: error, holiday, intermezzo, moi
7.06.2009
Boredom, Confusion, Unstopable Tears
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5 talker.
10:01 PM
i'm bored.
yes, people, bored. really really oh so very damn bored. with my life. with myself. with everything. the tension of leaving Indonesia in three weeks is freaking me out. but the feeling that i finally will leave isscary yet exciting at the same time.
but i feel like everything is falling apart. suddenly, one by one. my family. my life. my love. everything that used to be soo perfect and soo happy and soo untouchable. now seemed to be the utter most fragile thing existed.
heck about the others, but my love life seemed to enter into a degradation stage. where someone,who used to be my source of joy and happiness to handle all the raging storm passed by *gombal*, has changed. that someone turned its way towards somewhere i dont know. that someone changed its course into places i'm scared of. and i'm afraid that someone isnt coming back.
oh how i hope everything would be back to exactly 5 days a go. where everything is perfect. the sun shines brightly. the moon warmth the night. and the stars painted the stars impeccably. unlike today, where everything is a blur. uncertain. trance. painful.
yes, people, bored. really really oh so very damn bored. with my life. with myself. with everything. the tension of leaving Indonesia in three weeks is freaking me out. but the feeling that i finally will leave is
but i feel like everything is falling apart. suddenly, one by one. my family. my life. my love. everything that used to be soo perfect and soo happy and soo untouchable. now seemed to be the utter most fragile thing existed.
heck about the others, but my love life seemed to enter into a degradation stage. where someone,
oh how i hope everything would be back to exactly 5 days a go. where everything is perfect. the sun shines brightly. the moon warmth the night. and the stars painted the stars impeccably. unlike today, where everything is a blur. uncertain. trance. painful.
Labels: error, lovelife, moi, tears